____Within Decay..

Merry X-Mas eve

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 11:42:47 GMT

____So thank god this season has almost come and gone..but i have a little present for all you people out there in Livejournal land..a PICTURE POST. yea thats right i figured out photobucket. so heres a little montage if you will of the last 6 months of life.

Better keep praying..

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 05:56:31 GMT

____Yeah so since the last time i updated this thing I managed to pop my knee outta place and pull some shit. Long story, but i've been off my feet and going crazy for the last week. getting myself to class and trying to do my homework. I'm really hoping at this point there not going to have to do surgery, although at this point it looks like that might be a possibility. I start physical therapy tommorow..hopefully that will go well. Hopefully i'll be healthy for the show.

____YouDie.Now pins should be in before the show! theres gonna be two designs. our plain logo and a sweet ass pin that looks like a doplar radar(Dan might be able to correct that). I'm hoping at this point we finish the demo before the first show, I'm incredibly excited about it all..

____Not working is going to drive me mad. I dont know what it's like, but i know i cant work till i go see my doctor again which is Oct 6th. I'm hoping he clears me and says i can atleast go back and work SOME. I feel like such a slob when i'm not working.

____Got a haircut today via mr Cornelius..it's pretty short, but it's not bad, my hair grows really quick so within two weeks my hair will be the lenght of what i ussually cut it anyways.

_____I have the best friends in the world, after hurting my knee again i see this. Everyones been awesome. Nate,Dan,Sal, and expecially Nick and Cornelius who've been by alot calling and keeping me sane. And oh how could i forget..Thank you Boston Red Sox for winning the last two games..thats put a big fucking smile on my face thats for sure.

___I'm missing persons i shouldnt.

___Oh my official quote of the week.

Me to Cornelius

"I Dont have to date around baseball season, i can flip the tv onto NESN at 7:05 for my daily dose of disappointment"

Theres only thing i can do nothing about...

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 12:39:23 GMT

___yeah i just saw the coolest thing ever, twin dudes who both looked like jesus.. rockin some Death metal tee's. you know, it's crazy enough to see some DM dudes in Lowell to begin with, but then twins..thats fucking hilarious son. I should talk to them, see if they play insturments. That would be hilarious to see twin bro's rockin out on guitar, with the same guitar, in the same outfit. Ok so i'm a little tired here...

___working today,tommorow,saturday.yea school i mega lame as fuck. And today after TWO CLASSES, I have a quiz in medical terminology..i'm hoping i can pass this shit because i'm pretty nervous that i wont. you know, these are all the roots of the words and such, the shit thats actually important to remember..you think the fucking lady would give us more then TWO CLASSES to remember the key shit of the chapter..appearently not. F that.

___Practice yesterday went well, started a new song which looks to be our most "metal" out of all of them. we're about 4-5 weeks away from the show and i hope to see everyone there. by the way, if anyone actually reads this that has a show coming up that would like to slide us in there give me the 411

___School is for suckers. Marry a rich broad.

Yea so that just pissed me off really bad.

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 14:03:30 GMT

____Ok,so i'm in the lower part of the Cafe' in the school. so theres all these big ass tables everywere.and people will go and sit at the tables by themselves or a few people will sit at them and study. it's like..captain obvious. place to sit and be quiet.So i'm sitting there trying to do my work, not five minutes. and these like..I think there cambodian girls come up to me and there like "do you mind if we sit here"
So i'm a nice guy right, so i go "Sure" thinking it's these two little girls, there going to discuss there next class peacefuly, no problem right.So they sit down, and magically outta nowhere another half dozen fucking kids JUMP on my table.that i'm obviously at by myself trying to study and learn.so the girls are quiet, but theres one fucking kid and he's being REDIUCLOUSLY FUCKING LOUD.not even like. talking, he's screaming and laughing.So about ten minutes pass, and i'm fucking pissed, i cant do any of my work.and one of the girls at the table are like "are we bothering you?" and i'm like "no, dont worry about it" obviously like saying, your fucking assholes.so the kid at the table goes "dude, whats your problem?" and i go.. "I'm trying to study here. people..do that in school..in quiet places..in school"
and he goes "oh i'm sorry" really sarcastically and then he starts saying shit in cambodian or whatever the fuck he speaks.and i start packing my shit up and i just look at him and i go "your a real asshole i hope you know that". I was so mad, and still am..really what the fuck is that. Now i cant even finish my work, i have nowhere to do it if i wanted to, and not even close to enough time..this schedule is driving me nuts, my classes are fucking getting to be way to much with as much as i'am working and it's my 5th day of classes. And asshole people like that dont help very much eigher..goddamn it, do you ever feel like sometimes you and the friends you keep are the only decent fucking people left on the planet?..honestly

___Practice today, so that keeps my head up like Tupac

___I need a goddamn hug

I just dont want to know...

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 14:01:20 GMT

___In the computer lab before class starts..looks like i have another rediculous day/week ahead of me. I have my first class at 10:30 till 12:25. then my second class from 12:25-1:30. then i leave from there and quickly mail some bills and run my check into the bank, then it's work till 5:30ish.This breakneck pace will eigher be good for me, or it will drive me nuts in a month or two.But I do what i gotta do..

___I wanna see the new Resident Evil movie, but i dont know if i have the time, and no one wants to see it with me. I heard it was awfull but because it pertains to zombies, i'll get some amusement out of it at the very least.

___8 hours of sleep is a lie, you simply need more. i realize you CAN start your day with it, but you really dont want to on 8 hours.

___Did you know that if John Kerry is voted in..according to Dick Cheney..there will DEFINETLY be another terrorist attack?!Whoa now, thats pretty scarey. I better definetly vote for them becasue i mean, No terrorist attacks have happened under the Bush administration and one things fore sure,those damn terrorists wont be able to do it again at any point if they wanted to regardless of who is president even. Please, If your voting Bush feel free to enlist in the military because your loyalty to das fuhrer would really be appreciated as a meat shield.

___you support terrorists by buying pot too, in case you didnt know this. And of course instead of ya know, saving the millions upon millions of dollars it takes to prosecute potheads, dealers, and growers. As well as keeping up this rediculous "war on drugs" which is about as effective as the "war on terrorism" the "war on illiteracy","The war on unicorns" and the newst chain of action "The war on people who opposs our wars war war". All that money could simply by saved by legalizing or decriminalizing the drug, as well as all the money WE waste the appearently just pours into the terrorists bankfunds for all these attacks that have been occuring in America recently. Why not do that? Why not protect the lives and reputations of millions of Americans a year? why not save American tax payers millions of dollars a year? Why not take the paydirt away from these filthy drug peddling terrorists? why why why why?. How about people somewere making a claim somewere in the world of modern politics and being able to you know..defend it maybe?. And this is coming from a kid who's cleaner then your 80yr old grannys walkin shoes.

___I'm mad today, some chick just walked into the lab with a nice ass. wait what..ok, it's time for school..

Argh
Joey#

working

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 14:21:54 GMT

___Wow, I cant believe this the three year aniversary of sept 11th. how insane is that? the only thing thats truely sad is how many more people are going to have to die for this cause of "terrorism". fighting a war against an idea..it's like starting a war against people who like coconut cake. I know theres only like 30 of them..but you cant kill and idea people..

___Work sucks and i'm doing too much of it this upcoming week, and i'm kinda pissed off with my boss for being inconsiderate and putting me on for 5 days of work with 4 days of classes..i'm a medical student...argh, pissed off.

___The good news about work though is Sals working with me now! This was awesome news to me because now someone can bring the salt bagel mosh with me after hours.

___I'm working till 6ish today..sucks. visit me if you wanna that would be sweet as hell.

Figures...

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 14:45:42 GMT

__Just like everything else this week (atleast involving school) has sucked so will this. I jsut typed out like.. a good 4 page entry for this shit and the internet dropped on the school computer..fucking figures.

___School sucks, i'm going to be so stupidly buissy. I really wish i didnt need my job so much because thats really going to fucking kill me, i just know it.

___Hopefully YD.N finishes the demo on Sunday if Marks not working. This is about the only thing i'm really looking forward to this week so i hope this works out

___Right now i'm just a big ass ball of confusion and worry, so If i'm acting irrationally just know it's probaly because i have 4 hours of sleep and would probaly punch out a nun.

____leave me a message on this thing if you've missed me, or i've forgot to add you or anything

____I got a new cell phone..if you want the number leave me a line here and i'll make sure to get you the number.

That is all, school fucking blows
Joey #'s

It's been long time.

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 16:33:35 GMT

___Well it's been forever since i've actually updated this thing. Thats probaly because of a few different reasons, although the biggest being that i have a new computer that is in my room that is about 1000x faster and better, but for some odd reason it just isnt a big fan of Livejournal so It doesnt let me write or anything. Maybe i'll have Mr. Bush look at it soon and see if he can fix it but for now the main reason you dont see me on this thing practically on a daily basis like i used to is because of that. But oh well onto other news

___Yes, you may have heard. But for those who havent YouDie.Now has it's official full lineup. That being as followed

Cornelius=Bass
Nate=Guitar
Dan=Guitar
Sal=Drums
Joey#=Vocals

I personally could not be any happier with the lineup as it stands. I said from the beginning when i was going to start this thing that i wasnt going to play with people because it was convienent but because they were talented, creative, and great people. And I definetly found four individuals who are all of tha above, I'm very excited to be making music with all of them. P.S We're all really really really really rediculously goodlooking

____The summer has kinda been a bust, i've worked too much, not had as much fun as i'd liked but it's definetly had some great high points. I've made song awesome new friends this summer (Pat,Chandra,Sal, and Jacki just to name a few). And I havent gotten nearly the ammount of tattoos that i've wanted, There such an expensive hobby. You'd figure me being such a bag of loser and all i could save some money from all the none dates i have and go get some ink, but you know it's expensive to keep someone this good looking..AKA..I have lots of bills. This fall I start at Middlesex for the medical assisting program and yes I'am excited. I want a degree and i want it now, and whatever class stands in my way i'm going to kick it's goddamn ass, I will powerbomb medical terminology, I will Gorilla press slam intro to lab medicine..eat my goddamn crud hole.

__Ok sadly this is going to be a let down too, i was planning on doing to town but i gottta go do musician stuff and pick up soem equipment for tonight.

"Did you notice that Unearth stole our CD cover?!"
Joey #'s

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 14:19:59 GMT

___I'm going to be 21 in less then 24 hours..crazy..

Water Water everywere.

Mon, 24 May 2004 14:38:43 GMT

_______Oh well now the three days of work in a row start..fuck. I've grown to hate Mon,Tues, And Wens. To make it worse this Saturday i didnt even get my ususal Saturday freedom of not having another manager there so I could relax and do my thing. Fucking sucks. This weekend was very layed back. Friday night we had a nice little fire in the town forest and made smores. It was a very nice way to spend a Friday night after a really stressful week. Saturday... I cant even remember when I did..it was that exciting

_______It's supposed to be 80 on Friday. I wish there were people around that would want to do something fun and outdoorsy like take a nice hike or something. Probaly not knowing everyone will eigher be working or complain about having to be outside

_______So yea, I didnt go to Tufffest2k4 yesterday, but I was a little suprsied at some of the news i recieved from Aaron who did. That news being that

1. All Out War has broken up...AGAIN
2.Sworn Enemy..DONE

WOW, i was never really a fan of Sworn Enemy..but the very fact they appeared to be doing so well for themselves and then they breakup..whats wrong with these bands? you must really grow to hate the people your playing with i'd guess.

______Beautiful girls seem to bring out the worst in ugly people.

"Sprite is really healthy for you"
Joey #s

I dont think that you know what you've been missing.

Sat, 22 May 2004 14:18:53 GMT

________So i havent updated this thing in forever...shit. I hate it when people do that, so i better make this one real good then huh?

________So the first bit of news since i havent updated, I got my nose fractures at a IDN/RN/ DBD show in Fall river. That kinda sucked..it bleed alot and i'm still having a little trouble blowing my nose and shit..it's all good though i'm sure it will heal correctly. Let this be a lesson to everyone..not having health insurance definetly blows (even though i hate doctors ALOT)

_______My birthday is in 2 weeks..gonna be 21..how old is that?. Feels a combination of cool and depressing. So far my "twenties" have been pretty lousy. It's had it's highs but there certainly was some major lows thats for sure.

______The USA saw a tape of an American civilian beheaded by "terrorists" who just so happened to look like fat white dudes, wearing air Jordans, and spoke pathetic Arabic..you can judge that one for yourself folks

______Work has been boring and painful, today will probaly be worse because there making me close with a bunch of new 1/2 trained kids. sucks suck sucks

Sorry this post pretty much sucked
Joey

The class is pain 101...

Mon, 03 May 2004 14:24:27 GMT

____The Sox lost three in a row..that sucks BIG TIME. expecially since New York is killing it right now. Lets hope they rock Cleveland tonight.

____All of you do yourself a favor and listen to some Casey Jones. Fucking nasty cd. Karate Kid and Family guy soundclips. That says it all

____This weekend was painfully boring, almost wish i'd just worked yesterday done something that was worthwhile instead of going to the mall by myself and buying crap i dont really need.

____Thank god i got shows to go to on Thurs and Fri it had been while since i'd been to one..way too long and it's something that will amuse me moreso then sitting.

____I need something to brighten me up, shits just been miserable. same old garbage

what makes you think everything in this world that you have can be taken away..

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 15:32:44 GMT

______One thing i must say i love about the GAP is if you see somethign there for like..40-50 bucks. wait about 15 minutes and they'll mark it down to like..10 bucks. Sweetness. Also, i cant decide which store is better. The GAP of the American Eags..both are rather cool

_____ If you need a good laugh. read this
When OBW kids attack

It tells the story of how a 50 yr old guy got his ass beaten viciously at show in AZ by a bunch of On Broken Wings kids. I personally find the person who's telling the story to be lying through there fucking teeth. talking about "thirteen kids with Knuckles daring people to enter the pit". it's really quite humourous i suggest reading it. I'd say more about it but you need to read all the idiots responses and such for the full effect of it's asswipness

_____ shit yourself laughing
I'd like to credit Ron for this site, it's goddamn hilarious, and it proves the point that everyone needs to go out and goddamn vote this year. If your 18 and not registered to vote for this upcoming election you should be seriously goddamn ashamed of yourself.

I think the saddest thing about John Kerry though, is just how badly people knit pick this guy. There like

" He didnt earn one of his purple hearts he only caught some shit in his elbow"

Oh no what a pussy, how DARE you say this guy didnt earn his purple hearts, seriously thats fucking rediculous and a god awful low blow. The guy has THREE of them..Lets compare those three to George Bushes medals...

......

Oh wait, he doesnt have any, because he spent the 70's blowing coke and getting arrested at football games. I love how we have this supposed Hardcore liberal media, but for every 2 hours of coverage there is about how big of a scum bag Kerry is, there isnt 2 seconds of focus upon Bush and his testifying..which he did so NOT underoath i will add. Because he's too much of a goddamn COWARD. Which only seems fitting from someone who joined the national guard and then chickened out and didnt even show up. So any verterans for Bush..are obvoiusly seriously dilluted.
heres a short list of people who decide to vote for Bush must be utterly pathetic

1. Veterans- You should be ashamed to vote for such a jackass, if your a vietnam veteran eigher through enrollment or a victim of the travesty known as the American draft system then you need to realize Bush is going to force the same injustices upon your children, friends,and nephews. For World War 2 veterans, what exactly did you fight for? freedom for future generations? why did you fight in such a long, dangerous and ultimately vicious war? So you can go and see your grandsons go and fight this joke of a war? you battled valiantly for human rights, now you sit back and vote Bush well people fight for NOTHING and GREED

2. Mothers/Single Mothers- Unless your making 100k a year, being a mother single or not in America is really going to SUCK. Aside from the fact that Bush is practically fighting tooth and nail to eliminate the middle class (sending countless jobs overseas, supporting big business death sentences to entire communities) He's also all but promising you your child wont be able to pay off his college loans till he's old enough to be going in for prostate examinations..that is if your kid even makes it that far..say hello to the draft and goodbye to your child as they go to Iraq. sound good to you Mommy dearest?..Vote Bush

3.Women/The sexually active- If you like the idea of your reproductive rights being ripped away from you then this is great news. If you like the idea that if your girlfriend fucks up on her birth control for a day you'll have a who's life will be utter shit, because your 17,poor and stupid that could of easily been avoided. If you like the idea of millions of people being infected with AIDS in Africa because Bush finds it morally wrong to give sexually active people condoms even though it could say millions of peoples lives (such a babies, even though they have the right to live, they also have the right to be born infected with AIDS)
so vote BUSH

4. Males between the ages of 18-25- I think this speaks for itself..wanna go die in Iraq? I sure as hell dont, noone i know sure as hell does, so dont be a dipshit and vote for Bush

5. Minorities- Think Bush gives a shit about you? He's a good old boy, he doesnt care about white people if they dont have money. He sure as hell does not care about the struggling latina mother, the hardworking young black man, or an underprivelaged asian college student. If you ask me he'll bring the end of affirmative action and chances are by the end of another Bush Admin we'd probaly be drinking from different goddamn water fountains

The list goes on and on and on..but for now i'm getting sick to my stomach thinking about all this horseshit.

well i gotta wait for Meineke to call, and then i got gym, practice, and whatnot
Joey #

"God invented baseball to help us forget about our romances.."

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 14:32:58 GMT

_______Back to the grind again today, as if my worked sensed that i had no real urge to be there, they felt the urge to add it by giving me extra hours this week. It's not that my work is terribly hard, it's just stressful to always have someone with there head firmly planted over your shoulder.

_______waking up everyday and saying "Whats the worst thing that can happen?"

_______If your a male age 18-25 and you still want to vote for Bush i'm going to have to ask you to leave my country now please. I dont know if anyone has heard about the possible Iraq draft (aka Diet Vietnam). But if Bush gets voted in this year (to win his actual first election) then it looks like that will come about. In all honesty though, when i take a step back and think about the whole thing with Bush Vs. Kerry and if by some chance of god Bush was actually able to beat Kerry...I'll finally know one thing for sure. And thats exactly why the rest of the world hates Americans, As well just how full of shit most people are. You have people who are acting as though they'll fight tooth and nail against Bush, but then they wouldnt even show up to the voting booth.. voting is free,fast,easy, and it's against the law for your employer to make you work when you ask them to let you do so. so theres no goddamn excuse

PS.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

Ok, it's work time

heaven knows i'm miserable now
Joey

I am a thousand nightmares..

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 14:39:19 GMT

PiratecoreJoe: Dan...
XsticksandstonzX: yeh
PiratecoreJoe: I'am a thousand nightmares
XsticksandstonzX: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
XsticksandstonzX: thats a lot of nightmares

_____Goodtimes yesterday, went into Boston with everyone to see Dave Atell. Which he did an excellent job of course, that guy is obviously a little bit past pretty crazy. As if that wasnt reason enough to be pleasant and upbeat, GO SOX..whoopin that Yankee ass last night in Fenway

_____I want to go see Kill Bill Vol. 2 so badly tonight, I'm hoping someone will be around tonight so I can go.

_____I Keep having weird ass dreams, which isnt the suprising thing because i'm a weird ass person, the actual odd thing is that i keep constantly having dreams. I really hope that isnt my minds sick way of saying "Have a hamburger"

____I'm workin all day today, but I cant really be mad at all expecially since I can just throw on the Sox game and hopefully relax for the most part.

____If anyone wants to chill tonight aka, see Kill Bill, do something. tonight or tommorow leave me a message here or on AIM. work time

P.S
BBBBBBBBBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Joey

Cant sleep

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 07:35:33 GMT

______I hate not being able to sleep. My little bit of psychosis just kicked in and cleaned my room which is probaly a good thing but at the same time it's not really because i should probaly be in bed ya know..sleeping like the rest of the world. I havent really been myself as of late, I've been having this angry/happy sorta odd thing going on in my head. Half the time i'm really happy about just working, and doing my thing. Saving money thinking up ideas for school and such. But then the other half i'm just really miserable and want no one near me at all costs. I just feel like alot of people as of late are just rediculously bored with there lives. I'm trying to do new things (taking up running, trying vegetarianism, getting tattoos and thinking up new ones, Etc.) Just to keep myself preoccupied and keep life fresh and it's working to a degree but I just cant help but feel like i'm missing out on something. I dont know, i think i'm just a little odd. but then again not too many normal people sit on there computers at 3:30am writting about there self improvement ideas. Heres one. a good old fashioned cheesy therapist list of things i have to look forward to in the relative future

1. Practice on Thursday, hopefully finishing the song

2. Dave Attell on Friday, very sweet

3. Having the apt to myself all weekend

4. My birthday in roughly..5-6 weeks

5. That muffin thats sitting on my table

6. Ummm...ladies?

7. Being bitten by a radioactive spider, and getting to nail Kirsten Dunst

Some might find some of that far fetched. But it was a little therapeutic.(I bet you can guess which ones are the far fetched ones, and no there really is a muffin next to me)

_____Know what I miss? (aside from like..my soul,the wonder years, sex, and my dignity) actually giving a shit about holidays. Remember when there were special days? when there was times that stood out to you at all? I said to someone at my work that i wouldnt know it was christmas if i didnt go the mall. I dont even know if i like the idea of most holidays now though now that i'm an adult. Most of them are totally rediculous,slothful shit fests. You see, you got Thanksgiving. Which is basically were people eat tons and tons of food which ussually isnt even 40% of what they prepare therefore the shit ends up in the trash well there are people in third world countries, and Paris Hilton who are probaly very very hungry.
Then you have Christmas which is the phoniest holiday of them all, lets take the uber religious holiday about the birth of the son of god and make it into everything from a reason wipe out forests full of tree, to employ dwarves for three week out of the year with only mildy degrading work. Downplay the religion factor as much as possible so that way everyone can take part in the massive ammounts of wastefulness..oh good, so now we can get everyone in on it,what a treat.
Then you've got New Years. Get drunks,stay out late, and fuck
Then you've got Easter, eat ham, eat choclate, more fatty shit. Think about going to church between easter egg hunts, get fatter. Eat more ham
Fourth of July, Get drunk, stay out late, Barbeque..then fuck.

And thats about most major American holidays. I dont include Halloween because it's a great holiday. Sure it celebrates excess, but atleast you work for the shit. you put in more effort then you do money honestly. Everyone has fun, kids get some good cardiovascular, and uppity christians get to bitch about how kids in Power Ranger outfits are filthy peagans doing the devils work. Once again allowing generalizations about the entire christian community well other 98% put there kids into M&M costumes they baught at Wal-Mart slap themselves in the head.

So really, i suggest a Halloween every month. We'll eat donuts on strings and dress up in costumes and maybe..just make..we'll fuck.

Ok, i'm gonna try to sleep again now
Joey

Barely.awake...

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 14:43:14 GMT

____Oi vey, No urge to work today at ALL. You know when coffee,a hot shower, a tasty muffin, and some nice Full Blown Chaos cant get you awake in the morning you probaly should just call it a day.

____I've decided that Orlando Bloom and Billy Bob Thorton are being added onto mylist of people that have sold there souls to the devil. It's as easily explained as this..were the hell was Orlando Bloom a few years ago?..No Idea. Now he's been in like..what?..HALF A DOZEN absolute Blockbuster films. He's not THAT good people..he's down with Satan. And BillyBob, i saw him on E! the other day..and let me say the fact that he was permitted within a 100 hundred of Angelina Jolie let alone doinking her shows you that Satan was in on that shit. See..I dont know if i'm sure about alot of things religion wise..but when shit starts to get THAT sketchy..

____I havent gone to a show now in a few weeks..I'm suffering from withdrawl.

____I want another tattoo NOW. I'm brainstorming right now. Aside from the itching and the peeling tattoos are great fun

___I'm sorry i havent been updating this thing as much as usual.thats mostly because my life has been gut wrenchingly uninteresting as of late. Nothing fun really, I think right now it's just a countdown to summer. thank god

You Die.Now
Joey

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 08:03:19 GMT

[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::: Joe
Birthplace ::: Boston
Age ::: 20
Age you act ::: anywere from 10-80
Current location :::Reading
Eye color ::: Blue
Hair color ::: Brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :::LEFTY and proud
Zodiac sign? ::: Gemini
Height? ::: 5'10

[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::: Very Italian, little Irish, Faint Native american
Your hair ::: Brown, cute
Your fears ::: Mustard
Your perfect room :: TV,Computer,Bed,Nice and Cold
What you practically do in a day ::: talk to people, think about the future, take vitamins

[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::: Hilarious, FIIIIIIREEE
Phrases you overuse ::: I'd put it in her butt
Your first thought when you wake up ::: I have to pee/I have morning wood
Your greatest accomplishment ::: My friends, the fact i'm alive
Something you want to do ::: Make myself a better happier person

[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke :::Diet Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: Both suck
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :::Aguilera obviously
Chocolate or vanilla ::: MIX
Adidas or Nike ::: Adidas
Black or white ::: Black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: Bills
Burgers or hot dogs ::: mahhh so so
Egypt or France ::: FRANCE!
Rock or rap ::: ROCK DUDE!

[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::: nope
Cuss ::: along
Sing well ::: yup
Sing in the shower ::: on occasion
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: A ton sometimes
Believe in yourself ::: a ton sometimes
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: YEA! love em
Play an instrument :::I play the scream
Want to go to college? ::: haha i'm gonna cry
Want to get married? ::: I cant answer that, theres atleast 3 girls im engaged too
Want to have children? ::: Definetly
Think you're a health freak? ::: OOOO i can be
Get along with your parents ::: I love my mom more then anyone.
Get along with your siblings? ::: thats an uphill deal.
Think you're popular ::: I can be haha

[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::: Yes
Drank alchohal ::: No
Smoke ::: No
Get high ::: No
Done any drugs ::: No
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: No.
Been on stage ::: Yes, but only to land on others
Gone skinny dipping ::: I wish
Been dumped ::: hmm has it been six months :/.
Dyed your hair ::: nope
Stolen anything ::: Nah

[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::: Easily..EASILY Aaron
Loudest ::: Easily..EASILY..Aaron. Although Nick and Dan can be obscnely loud
Most shy ::: Jeff would say himself, but i would say Bush
Blondest ::: Nate B.
Smartest ::: Me.. OH SNAP!
Kindest ::: Thats a toughy, because all my gf's are amazingly sweet. So i'll go with all
Best personality ::: My Penis
Most talented ::: Nate,Aaron,Dan, My Penis
Best singer ::: Me and Nick haha
Most ghetto ::: ME.
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: ME!.
Pain in the ass ::: RON!!!!! :))
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):: Ron! Nate sometimes..Late Bush
Funniest ::: Nick,Aaron.
Best person for advice ::: I'm not big on asking for advice
Dependable :::Nate, He'll be there LATE but he'll be there
Trustworthy ::: All of them.
Druggie ::: Jeff would win because of his pot
Most likely to end up in jail ::: Easily Sean he likes to scrap
Person you've known the longest ::: In Mass. Nate Bush

[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::: Sex w/ a unnamed girl haha
Last nightmare ::: Sex w/ another unnamed girl haha
Car ride ::: The Tour
Last time you cried ::: maybe 4-5 months ago
Last movie seen ::: Little big league!
Last movie rented ::: The Life of David Gale
Last book read ::: The last night on earth.. Charles Bukowksi
Last word said ::: "later man"
Last curse word said ::: SHIT
Last time you laugh ::: Some point this night
Last phone call ::: To Dan
Last CD played ::: Undying- Whispered lies of Angels
Last song you listened to ::: Deadwater Drowning track 2
Last annoyance :::Work
Last IM ::: Roy, Jeff
Last weird encounter ::: HAHA I saw a girl which one of my friends sodomized in my bagel shop the other day
Last person you hugged :::Krysta
Last person you yelled at ::: This kid Brian @ work
Last time you wore a skirt ::: Not that long ago actually.. haha
Last time you've been evil ::: TODAY
Sarcastic? ::: often
Last time you fought with your parents ::: Long time ago
Last time you wished upon a star :::years ago
Played Truth or Dare ::: along time ago..i miss it haha
Spent quality time alone ::: Right now.

[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: Yeah
Do you feel lonely ::: Kinda
Ever TP'd someone's house :::Me..Obviously.
How about egging someone's house ::: Yeah
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: que?
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: I'm a closest Eminem fan
Yo Momma ::: Is so fat she can not find a suitable mate
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: sure
What do you think of George Bush? ::: he's hte new york yankees of politics
Any secret fetishes? ::: Ok, secret?.. I like girls who are vocal haha
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: only if there attached to my dick
How many languages do you speak? ::: English and profanity niggas
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: nah..pussy.
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you XP)) :::it was fun..like aids

Everything you see is just a sketch of me..

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 14:39:47 GMT

____The Sox tied the series up last night..1-1 all i can say is looks like another season for the Comback Kids.

____I saw the sun yesterday, it was nice. Lets see if they can keep it up. And by they I mean the magical elves thats create the weather appearently. Really bitter, unhappy elves who just dont like New england at all.

____I read an article in the paper the other day on Heroine, and it's appearant "rebirth" in Massachusetts. Now it's appearently becoming a majorly cool big drug again. Well, let me tell all these ignorant, half assed parents, that i hope there happy. Over the past 3 years almost now, we've been so engulfed in imaginary terrorists, Mel Gisbson, and Janet Jacksons tett that people have somehow forgotten to give kids that whole rundown on the fact that heroine isnt exactly a great life choice. Let's unload a few more billion dollars into the military and into a country that hates us and obviously wants us dead, well 13-14yr olds tap dance into rehab centers. It's nice that we fly all our money overseas when we live in a nation full of young people that are so hopeless and clueless they fall into a life of harddrugs before they have the oppurtunity to get a driving permit.

It made me think of when i was like..15-16 and all people could talk about was E. and how there would be kids coming into school "rolling" and girls all fucked up on it at dances and parties. And the occasional kid was dropping dead, people SHIT themselves. Research, anti-drug ads, parental outrage. What happened? Do people even care anymore about there damn kids? Are we resorting back to an early 90's Bush America? it's all fucked up, go out and vote. that is all

____Work today then two days off, thank god. These last few days have just been hell on me, it's just been so depressing and upsetting for some reason. I just havent had it in me.

No beauty could of come from me
Joey

I'm running towards nothing. again.andagain.andagain.

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 14:35:25 GMT

______Just another sleepy weekend for Joe. Same old stuff, nothing really exciting.

______Baseball season is coming, that definetly keeps my spirtis up. And if always gives me a little something something to watch on tv and read about.

______I slept till like..2pm yesterday (thanks to daylights savings) It was rediculous. theres no way to feel like a productive person on any day you wake up past..10-11am. I watched "The Rundown" at Nates, it was rather rediculous aside from a few choice moments that contained drugs, and monkeys which are obviously somewere in the high 20s of the things i'm very amused by.

______This rain needs to go away, it's sucking the life outta people. whoever tells you weather has no effect on peoples moods and disposisition needs to spend a little more time in New England. I want rise, I want shine, I want a goddamn decent day

______I'm very bad at taking criticism, if you havent learned that by now..eat my shit

Ass ass titties titties
Joey

Shattered Realm: Breakfast of a very angry Champion

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 15:29:13 GMT

______First and foremost..Goddamn stop itching tattoo. This is insanely aggitating with lotion and everything. YOWZAS!

______last day of the three day workweek will Saturday..thank goodness. I need to get my taxes back from Nate and send my FAFSAS into Salem State because if not i'm going to be royally screwed.

______ Still wanting to makeout with a girl to the postal service cd

______Egg Salad is really good, if you've never had it before..please do yourself a favor it's rather good.

time for work

This heart is far from shattered
Joey

Opples and Banonos

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 22:30:10 GMT

This made my muy smile :)

I'm wicked tired

Thats is all

Your body...is a porto potty

Sat, 27 Mar 2004 00:11:14 GMT

______Yeah so i was gonna write a considerable post to go with this but I was sorta in a rush, so i figured what the hey i might as well edit the last one with the picture of the tattoos and add another one i took with the shitty webcam. Thanks to everyone that left nice messages about my little gems lets keep em up. ok, to answer the question of those who dont have tattoos (Which is seemingly less people everyday in this country thats for sure haha) They dont really hurt, atleast for me. It feels a little weird. I personally could not WATCH him do it. I dont why it felt weird watching it. I was fine as long as i just turned and talked to Jeff. The whole thing cost about 100 bucks which was a great price considering. The guy Kory who did it had done alot of Jeffs work on his arm, he's such a cool dude so i gave him a 20 dollar tip (he deserved it, what a funny dude). Definetly a totally non-intimidating atmosphere or anything, in fact me and Jeff chilled and talked with the guys about horror movies for atleast an hour afterwards. I knew a girl that said to me once that she wanted a tattoo but was to scared to go to a place because she was scared some fat,fucked up looking biker named Snake would be doing her tattoo. Not like that at all, seriously i'd recomend going to Jims to anyone

______We finished writting the riffs for the first song, all i can say is.. Knock knock?
Who's there?
BRU-TAL
The idea of being able to make music and sing makes me SO SO happy and excited. I've wanted to do it so so so badly now since i was 13. Although when i was really little i think i wanted to be Marky Mark..so ya know.. i wont count that

_____Holy crap, Next Friday. Terminally, IDN, and Circle of FUCKING DEAD CHILDREN!. I cant tell just how excited i'am about this. I LOVE Circle. And any excuse to get to see IDN and hang out with the Fall River sect. of them, and the RI peeps.

_____Ok I gotta run off to work and buy Curel and be a jerk-ass manager

I wanna pee on you
Joey

The pictures...are all I can feel

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 15:38:59 GMT

_____Last day of the three day work stint, then it's two days of fun, fun, fun bananna. I'm hoping Friday to go and get some ink done at Jims in New Hampshire. Me+ Tattoos= Way overdo
I'll keep everyone update with pictures and such

_____The 311 cover of The Cures "Love song" makes me hurl. 311 is easily one of the shittiest bands of the 90's..the fact they feel the urge to linger around by covering the songs of actually talented musicians pisses me off. what a fucking crappy band. Although it did make me think if i was to ever cover a Cure song with the band i was wondering what i'd use eigher "Never enough" or "Pictures of you"

_____I saw an article on the cover of the "Boston Herald" yesterday morning that really pissed me off it said

"JOHN KERRY! LIVES IN 5 MANSIONS WORTH 33 MILLION DOLLARS!"

Now you'd look at that line and think.. WOW..FIVE mansions..everyone worth millions of millions of dollars. Upon reading the article further it was a bunch of crackpot shit. One of the places was an apartment on Beacon Hill in Boston (Which owning one of those now will cost you on average atleast a million) which is of course right near the Mass state house and such..so basically lets rip into the guy for having a house near his work. Then they go on to list a few more homes, the last one being the house thats owned by HIS WIFES FAMILY! and that house was pretty much the largest sum of worth in there whole "Thirty Three Million". I love how they make Kerry out to be some sort of asshole

THE GUY IS MARRIED TO ONE OF THE RICHEST WOMEN IN AMERICA!

What do you think?..that heiress is gonna slum it? How many houses are there in the Bush family? how many mansions in Texas? I bet Georgey Sr. has a summer house in Saudi Arabia. Upon reading this monsterous article and the absolutely rediculous content i was able to dismiss it as crap, but what about the jackasses that just see that and think Kerry is some rich dickhead?

Boy, Bush really is just a man of the people. If you believe that you should come for a ride on my unicorn but be careful not to have a wardrobe malfunction..ya assholes

The stale taste of recycled air...

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 00:19:54 GMT

_______Went and saw the "Dawn of the Dead" remake with Jeff and Robin yesterday. All I can really say about it, was it was pretty good for what it was. But considering they had 28 million to do it..i'd of taken away about 8-10 million of it, because frankly they put shit in that movie that was just totally and completely unneeded. You could of eliminated easily..a good 30-40 minutes of that movie and had actually built up some suspense instead of giving people almost too much, till the point that your almost underestimating your audience (although that wouldnt be too brazen of an assumption with current "NU- horror" fans). Although i'm rather biased the original is pretty much my FAVORITE movie..EVER. There were just parts that seemed very Playstation 2ish and that sort of turned me off from some of it. Also..WAYYYY too many unneeded charectors

_______It's wonderful to have Robin back for spring break, it reminds me just a little bit of what summertime is like, and gives me hope for future fun,sun, and swwwwwimmminggg

_______Tommorow is "sick as sin fest".. In Dire Need, Remembering Never, Shattered Realm.
Me= so there

Name: Joe
Nickname: Joey, Joey Numbas, Big Bad Joe
Birthday: 6/6/83
Birthplace: Boston

Current mood: *Sigh*
Current music: Remembering Never
Current taste: tooth paste
Current hair: wet
Current clothes: work clothes
Current annoyance: working
Current smell: nothing.
Current thing I ought to be doin: getting ready for work
Current windows open: AIM
Current desktop picture: A kittie
Current favorite band: too many
Current book:1984/ Culture of fear
Current cd in stereo:remembering never
Current crush: *sigh* a few
Current favorite celeb: asst. Zombies
Current hate: Sluts

=Do I=

Smoke?: Nope
Do drugs?: Nope
Have sex?: like..in general? yea
Give oral sex?: Obviously, give to recieve, everyone
Receive oral sex?: Yup
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: Zombie
Remember your first love?: Yeah..she sucked.
Still love him/her?: mah, lets try not to
Read the newspaper?: Yup
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yup
Believe in miracles?: the fact im still alive is one
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: sorta
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: I can be
Consider love a mistake?: It all depends on the scenario
Like the taste of alcohol?: Nope
Have a favorite candy?: Millky way
Believe in astrology?: to a degree.
Believe in magic?: Obviously not
Believe in god?: Mah, kinda sorta
Have any pets: no :(
Go to or plan to go to college?: I hope i get in
Have any piercings?: two guaged ears
Have any tattoos?: :(
Hate yourself: Fuck that.
Have an obsession?: Music, wrestling
Have a secret crush?: Ussually
Do they know yet?: probaly not
Have a best friend?: Many
Wish on stars?: Nah
Care about looks?: for whom? myself or other. both yes

=Love life=

First crush: Allysa Milano (I have good taste)
First kiss: 7 in the wood with a girl whos name i dont remember HAHA
Single or attached?: The first one
Ever been in love?: Who knows
Do you believe in love at first sight?: to a degree
Do you believe in "the one?": Nahh

Describe your ideal significant other: Absolutely amazing to me inside and out..all that matters

=Juicy stuff=

Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: me? of course
Have you ever been intoxicated?: Yup
Favorite place to be kissed?: I could be obvious here..
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": No, luckily
Are you a tease?: HAHA sure
Shy to make the first move? I have but not too scared

--APPEARANCE:--
Hair: Brown and short
Eyes: blue
Height: 5'9

--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: Gas
Ate & Drank: Chips and Salsa
Read: 1984
Watched on tv: Family Guy

--EITHER / OR:--
club or houseparty: houseparty.
beer or cider: Neigher
drinks or shots: Nope
cats or dogs: mostly kitties
single or taken: I'm so used to be ing single when i'm taken it's nice
pen or pencil: PENS
gloves or mittens: Glovs
food or candy: food
cassette or cd: cd.
coke or pepsi: diet pepsi.
this or that: that. THIS..AND that

--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:--
kill: lots of sluts
get really wasted with: Charles Bukowski (RIP)
look like: Obviously, Johnny Depp
be like: Me, Tony Montana, Prince
avoid: Shitty people, old shitty friends

--LAST PERSON YOU--
talked to: My moms
hugged: Keri
instant messaged: Roy
kissed: Planted a big smootch on Robins cheek

--WHERE DO YOU--
eat: MY WORK! HAHA
cry: after i masterbate
wish you were: with a lovely lady

--HAVE YOU EVER...--
Dated one of your best friends? Nope.
Drank alcohol? Obviously
Done drugs? Not really
Broken the law? All the time
Run away from home? YUP!
Broken a bone? Nope
Played Truth Or Dare? of course
Kissed someone you didn't know? ummm yes actually! funny story
Been in a fight? OH YEAH
Come close to dying? Many a times

--WHAT IS:--
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: I dunno, i have a few
Your bedroom like?: covered with clothes
Your favorite thing for breakfast? Ladies
Your favorite restaurant?: Ummm, I like 99 and chillis

--RANDOM QUESTIONS--

What's on your bedside table?: Clock, Fans, papers
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: Random shit, Tapioca
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: The Green Mile
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: No idea, maybe the nose.
What is your biggest fear?: Mustard
What feature are you most insecure about?: NOSE
Do you ever have to beg?: Ummm nope
Are you a pyromaniac?: Nahh
Do you have too many love interests?: I wish
Crushes?: I crush on girls alot
Do you know anyone famous?: BILLY BLANKS! from Tai bo
Describe your bed: Ugly and small
Spontaneous or plain?: spontaneous.
Do you know how to play poker?: sorta
What do you carry with you at all times?: my wallet, and keys
What do you miss most about being little?: Not having to worry about things, baseball
Are you happy with your given name?: nope
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: MILLIONS
What color is your bedroom?: Cream
What was the last song you were listening to?: The Cure- Love song
Have you ever been in a play?: Sorta
Who are your best friends?: Nate,Jeff,Dan, Aaron, and my best lady friends are Emmy and Robin
Do you talk a lot?: I can talk ALOT
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: I'm manically confident
Do you think you're cute?: Girls say i'am sometimes so i'll listen to them
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?: Nahh, not sometimes
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: for the most part
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?:PFFFFF
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: I think it's great that there happy

Bitches come and get some
Joey